So I got my wisdom teeth removed on Monday as my benefits will be coming to an end August 31st as I will be laid off from my job. I’m trying to make the most of my benefits while I still got them.  I look like a chipmunk and feel like shit. Between the pain from my mouth and then pain in my stomach from all these meds and pain killers i’m not sleeping properly. 
PLUS I can’t smoke while my mouth is healing…..

I just can’t wait until I can eat normal food again. 

After many different thoughts running through my head, changes and staring a new chapter in my life/relationship I’ve come to realize many things and felt the need to share them.

First off I’m so grateful to have such an amazing Fiancé. It’s an amazing feeling knowing that I have him to always turn to, through the ups and downs he has ALWAYS been there for me, supported me through tough times and decisions. Leo has always encouraged me to keep my head held high and to always follow my dreams. For all of this I am grateful.

Of course attached to Leo is his wonderful family. I have for so many years now wanted a family just like his, so loving and tight knit, always looking out for one another and just so much fun to be around.  I am so thankful that they have so graciously continued to welcome me into their family. 

I used to have this type of family but however over many years since my childhood this has changed. I am thankful for the family that has stuck around and stands by me on a daily bases. My parents have always encouraged me to do whatever makes me happy and have supported me through all my life decisions. It does of course sadden me that they are no longer together and have that perfect marriage however they are both happier with how things have ended up and thats all I could ever ask for. 

& then my wonderful friends who have always been there for me, who have always had my back. My true friends are the ones who have been there when it matters the most, who have answered those middle of the night phone calls and who will continue to listen to all my pointless stories and rants. 

The people who matter most are the ones that are there for me on a daily, i’m tired of attempting over and over again to please certain people and to continuously attempt to have people be apart of my life, if you really care you’d be there so I just wanted to express how thankful I am to have these wonderful people in my life as I continue on this new chapter in my life & relationship.  Oh and how could I ever forget my baby girl Sadie, she’s there when nobody else can be or even when they can she listens and never judges she the best dog ever! :).

xxoo
cmcghee